Well I failed. Sort of…


Level 2 Gesture Drawing Certificate

My goal was 365 consecutive days of art being dedicated to getting better as a Fantasy Artist. I was on a roll. Not only was I on a roll, but I lasted for 173 days. Including the 100 day anatomy challenge on conceptart.org and 2 levels of certificates of gesture drawing on quickposes.com and other private corporate projects, I definitely had a lot going for me.

I was kicking ASS! Man, I was pumped! I was creating art every day, I was inspiring others to make art every day, and I was advancing at a very noticeable pace. Then my mother took ill, she ended up in a Hospital and I dropped everything to go and be with her. I had my art supplies with me and I truly wanted to work on it while I was there, and actively sought opportunities, but it just wasn’t possible. Nine sleepless and highly emotional nights between the ICU and another ward sapped every ounce of energy and creativity I possibly had.

It was depressing and I’m depressed now because I got back from that trip ready to work, and eager to make art, but I just couldn’t. Between my level of exhaustion and the guilt that I felt for having let this goal slip, I just dropped everything and slept. I slept and slept and slept. Anyway, while this sounds dramatic and like it could be the end, but it’s not

I am planning on relaunching my 365 goal as of the first of August and intend to see it through. 

I might have failed my initial goal, but I succeeded at so many other things.


100 Day Anatomy Challenge Certificate


Level 1 Gesture Drawing Certificate

Your Turn: Have you ever worked so hard for something and were sure that you were going to make your goal only to come up short? Share your story in the comments. 

P.S. I’m Trying something new. The TLDR (Too Long Didn’t Read) version of this post appears in bold throughout the text. Share your thoughts on whether this made the post more accessible or more annoying.



2 thoughts on “Well I failed. Sort of…

  1. Your Turn: Have you ever worked so hard for something and were sure that you were going to make your goal only to come up short?

    Yes. Every attempt at creating a start-up up until the one I’m currently working on. I held so many more expectations from them only to have them die and wither on the vine. That’s not to say I didn’t learn anything valuable however. I think you and I both know what I mean when I say, “we learned many ways on how to NOT build a lightbulb”.

    Keep at it man. Life happens. Make sure your goal is the PROGRESS of your craft, and not just merely achieving 365 consecutive days of art. Feel out your growth. Push boundaries. If you start feeling comfortable with something, add something to the mix! I believe you can do it.

    • Thanks Matt! Yeah, we’ve definitely been through some ups and downs with business ventures, but I think we’ve been heading in the right direction all along.

      I can assure you that my overarching goal is most certainly progress and that this 365 goal is merely a stepping stone along the path. I’m constantly looking at ways to push my art, learn new techniques and utilize them to breathe life into my creations.

      Thanks for sharing brother and many blessings to you in your current and future ventures. 😀

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